This nausea is kicking my ass. I don’t know what to do with myself. I am trying the different remedies I read online. Increased my Vit B6 and so far…. Yucky Yucky Yucky!

I was   my brain was craving chinese food last night after being so sick all day. I was so hungry and nauseous at the same time. I didn’t know which symptom was worse. Jesse was sleeping and I was waiting for him to wake up so he could go get it…. Hmmmm the time passed in reverse!

Finally he woke, and I literally shoved him out the door. With great anticipation, I waited near the door (unreal what cravings will do). When he finally got home I pounced on him the way a tiger would play with its’ siblings.

I pulled out the tray of chicken and brocoli with rice and  BAMMMMM!!!! The freak’n smell hit me like a ton of bricks! It smelt like burnt fish!!!! The waves of nausea came on strong. I figured if I let it air out a minute it would be fine… WRONG.. Jesse said it smelt normal. I questioned his sanity….

Like the pig that I am, I thought I’d take his word for it and give it a try…. When that food hit my mouth, it tasted like black liqourish!!(sp)and not in a good way! Do you hear me!!!!!

I pushed my plate as far away from me and went running into the livingroom, flung myself on the couch in a complete spinning nauseous torture and there I stayed for a few hours!!!!!!

Please I can’t do this for another 12-14 weeks!!! Help!

I am feeling so lucky to be able to be home with Ange. My heart fills with such joy every time I wake up and see her little face looking at me!!! God I am soooooooo blessed!!! I know Jesse is working really hard so that I may be with her and for that I am thankful as well. 

I think I need to make my appointment for the doctor… yeah, I guess I will go and do that right now…

Yes, yes I know it is all part of it, and I know I asked for it…. But poopy!  I am just about 6 weeks pregnant, if I remember correctly I have a good few weeks before I get relief….

Hey, so much for the “man” who was pregnant. I have to disagree with “her” title. She was on male hormones and had her boobs removed, but she still had her uterus. Too me that says “WOMAN” cause if I could get my husband to carry one of these kids that would truly be some news! (hmmm ekkk)

This too shall pass right???? (amen)

They say this change is due to the hormones and sense of smell and taste being thrown off … well hell…. My orange juice tasted like green olive juice and my Cap’ n Crunch tasted like a bottle of perfume….

I have a 15 month old at home, and I wanted to be home with her…. (Hmmm for more reason then one! Love her dearly, she is my life… DID not want to pay for childcare if possible!!!)

I was and still am trying to get a grip on the whole “Stay at Home Mom” thing… when boom…. I find out I am pregnant with numero 5 …. I have four other children  20, 18, 16 year olds, and a 15 month old… Yes… I am nuts!!!

The husband wanted to start over a few years ago and she was a major blessing in all of our lives, but he wasn’t satisfied with just her… He has been saying he wanted one more… Well, it looks like he is going to get what he wanted … The family is happy about it, I am alil nervous. I am not all that young anymore and I pray my health holds… I am not yet forty but.. I am def not 25 …

I am approximately 4 weeks from conception… 6 weeks if you asked an OBGYN… Feeling pretty good so far….

Well here goes me on another life swinging journey…..